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From:

Stef

Sent:

10/21/1999

To:

Girl Friends

Subject:

how will I know?

Rox and Keely, I hear you. But Mark and I never had what our parents would define as a monomagus relationship, we've always just been there for each other, sometimes off again, sometimes on. When we're on we're really on and it feels like we'll always be together no matter what. I admit I like that, but I'm afraid of it too cuz I don't want to wake up next to nice old comfortable Mark 50 years from now without ever knowing what it would have been like to take a chance on someone else I might have fallen all stupid in love with, ya know?? And lets face it, to be totally honest I don't want to cut Mark loose and wind up totally alone if Kevin isn't The One.
Before anybody starts calling me names, let me say that Mark did the same thing awhile back when he met this girl at one of his parents partys. He took her out a few times, but didn't dump me, but I knew she wasn't right for him so I didn't get all bent. He realized it pretty soon himself. He said I think YOU should pick out a girl for me, which I thought was weird, needles to say I didn't do that!! LOL, maybe I'll have to remember that line if Kevin is a mistake!
Stef